2014.

always there. =)

A new year, a new blog, and hopefully, a new breath of life for me. A new awakening that I hope won't disappear. Usually, a new blog means that I have to make a post to just introduce myself, but I don't think that is quite necessary in this matter. Why? Because if possible, I like to keep myself as low profile as I can now. Those who know me will know me, but those who don't, well, there's always the alternative to get to know me via any way you can think of. Hm.

Anyway, that's not the reason for this first post in this new blog. Well, such reasoning for this is actually non-existent, so basically, I have no idea why am I even posting.
If it is so, then let's talk about this new year.

2014. A year where I will officially turn 20 (next May, insyaAllah) and a year where I really want things to
change -- A LOT! The beginning of the year wasn't pretty, but that doesn't mean my journey in this year will stay ugly. To be honest, at the moment, recently, lately, and yada yada yada, all I want is to make a new life, because I know it is never too late to change.

I could list all the weaknesses I have in me, and I know it's going to be a long one too if I were to make such a list. But no. I'm not going to focus on my weaknesses, but I'm going to improve myself to rid of those weaknesses and make myself a better person. Why? Because I want to make this world a better place. I want to help people see that life isn't that bad. I don't want people to endure the same pain I had gone through in life. I want people to see that life isn't all sorrow, but there's also bliss and joy in it. I want them to see life through a different perspective as to how I see it now. I just want to make a change, may it be in my own life and/or in the lives of others. That's what I want.

I will never quit. I will start over in my life. Close all the books of my past and start and begin a new book, with hopes that I am bringing benefits into the lives of others. I will never quit.

# I work for Islam. Allah is the reason why I'm still moving. Thank you, Allah.