A sister.

You know what I'm good at? Being a sister. How good? Too good.

Why do I say that? Certain reasons.

I won't lie. I've asked people whether they would take me as their wife before, but many laughed at my indirect question, why? Always the same answer : I can't see you more as just my sister.

Well, some gave me other answers, but this is the excuse people gave me the most.

I am just a sister.

Then I begin to realize... I will never be a wife material. I will always be a sister material for everyone, may it be a little sister or may it be an older sister. That is the only thing that I can be to everyone. Just a sister.

I am childish. Very, actually. Very childish. That's why people dislike me -- childishness.

I don't know whether people can get my point with this.

I am actually disheartened by this fact a bit. Why? Well, imagine my situation right now. All I could ever be is just a sister. You get it? Just a sister.

Not that I mind, but.. It's just... Hm.

I do enjoy having many little brothers, little sisters, big brothers, and big sisters. I do. Why? They keep my company, but sometimes I, too, want someone to love me more than just a sister.

I'm still too young to be thinking about marriage, but there's nothing wrong about it.

True. I'm not an independent person, but I could be, it's just that I chose not to be one. Why? Because I need people in my life. I can live alone, but...

It's complicated.

I am always a sister... Always a sister...

Always a sister...

I need my time alone now, I think...